My Pandemic Diary
Posted: Thu May 20, 2021 11:30 am
Dear Fellows!
The period of pandemic is a rollercoaster for me. I have faced a lot of disturbance in my routine. My studies are highly affected by this pandemic because this online system is of no match to the face to face classes. I feel that my concepts are weak. Had it be better if I had taught all this in the university. Other issues like internet problems and load shedding are constant. These issues lead to low grades. This online system is not good at all.
The daily life chores are disturbed so badly. I remember the time when I have to undergo through a nose surgery urgently and there was no hospital available for the treatment. I visited a lot of hospitals and waited for about 3 months for my surgery to be done. Finally it was done by the grace of Allah.
This period of pandemic made a lot of barriers for me. I couldn’t go outside to visit different places for fun and adventure as I used to do before pandemic. Everything just turned its way. No meet up with friends, no gathering and I have to spend all of my day in a room which is quite suffocating sometimes.
I felt so alone even I was in touch with my friends and my family members through social media though I had a small circle but still there is some kind of void in a heart, some sort of empty space around me. You know it felt like I am getting more and more distant from the reality.
However, I think that to maintain some distance with everyone is good but this long disconnection between individuals hurts badly. I have dealt with my problems alone. Whenever I fall or faced difficulty, it was only me who helped me.
I used to feel gloomy due this lockdown period because there are so many restrictions for me as I said before but things are changed now, I can say that I am quite used to this time. I am happier than before in my own world. I think, sometimes it is not good for an individual to cut them self from the real world and real people but if you see it from a different perspective then it is the best way to survive in this world right now but still I miss the past time. It is like I am on a swing.
You know I feel quite satisfied by the environment now because everything is revived, everything seems to me growing again and it really makes me happy. The air becomes cleaner and soothing. There is less noise pollution and the life is more scheduled than before.
I hope that everything will be fine soon. So these were my views and how I felt through all this.
Thank you so much for reading. Be cautious and take care of yourself and your family!
Yours Sincerely,
Ayesha Naseem
037
MAT 12-B
The period of pandemic is a rollercoaster for me. I have faced a lot of disturbance in my routine. My studies are highly affected by this pandemic because this online system is of no match to the face to face classes. I feel that my concepts are weak. Had it be better if I had taught all this in the university. Other issues like internet problems and load shedding are constant. These issues lead to low grades. This online system is not good at all.
The daily life chores are disturbed so badly. I remember the time when I have to undergo through a nose surgery urgently and there was no hospital available for the treatment. I visited a lot of hospitals and waited for about 3 months for my surgery to be done. Finally it was done by the grace of Allah.
This period of pandemic made a lot of barriers for me. I couldn’t go outside to visit different places for fun and adventure as I used to do before pandemic. Everything just turned its way. No meet up with friends, no gathering and I have to spend all of my day in a room which is quite suffocating sometimes.
I felt so alone even I was in touch with my friends and my family members through social media though I had a small circle but still there is some kind of void in a heart, some sort of empty space around me. You know it felt like I am getting more and more distant from the reality.
However, I think that to maintain some distance with everyone is good but this long disconnection between individuals hurts badly. I have dealt with my problems alone. Whenever I fall or faced difficulty, it was only me who helped me.
I used to feel gloomy due this lockdown period because there are so many restrictions for me as I said before but things are changed now, I can say that I am quite used to this time. I am happier than before in my own world. I think, sometimes it is not good for an individual to cut them self from the real world and real people but if you see it from a different perspective then it is the best way to survive in this world right now but still I miss the past time. It is like I am on a swing.
You know I feel quite satisfied by the environment now because everything is revived, everything seems to me growing again and it really makes me happy. The air becomes cleaner and soothing. There is less noise pollution and the life is more scheduled than before.
I hope that everything will be fine soon. So these were my views and how I felt through all this.
Thank you so much for reading. Be cautious and take care of yourself and your family!
Yours Sincerely,
Ayesha Naseem
037
MAT 12-B